I was a bit down today for I-don't-know-what-reason. Maybe I think too much, or maybe because of the disturbance of sleep last night. I don't know. But I received an offline message in my Yahoo from a cousin whom I'm not so close to and I think that made me a bit happy. Why? I don't know, I guess because I am just happy I get to get in touch with her. She's another cousin married to an American and they have a son, Caleb, who is 7 months old now. I love hearing news from my cousins who are overseas. Family is very important to me. They keep me going. I'm happy I'm part of the Bingku clan - having 5 aunties and 6 uncles, lots of cousins, nephews and nieces just from this side of the family, and also the Lamam clan - 1 aunt and 4 uncles, cousins, nephews and nieces. A whole lot of them!

Sometimes I just think that people don't care about me. I know it's too much to even think like this, but I can see through people's actions and the way they treat me and other people - sometimes I can sense the unfairness.

Well, I hope the rest of the day will get better for me.

The past couple of weeks

I've been in a lazy mode to update my blog for two weeks now... I'll just post some pictures for now...

Two Sabbaths ago, this was what we did after church...















On Valentine's Day eve, this was what we did...



On Valentine's Day, we had to run around campus, singing songs for faculty and students...

Go to Shimona's blog if you want to see the pictures.

This was what I did on Friday night...


I played with our dorm's mascots!


I love this picture...and I love cats!:)

And yesterday...


Took picture with Shimona in our uniform-of-the-day:) Hehehehehe...

and...


Said goodbye to Pr. Pangan.

That's about it....

I will try my best to update me bloggy after this.

Ramblings of the day

No choir for two days. I miss choir! Valentine's concert coming up, and we haven't practiced the songs yet, seriously, I am not sure how this will turn out. But somehow, our choir director always finds a way to make things possible and I admire her about that. I don't know how she does it, but she does it anyway.

Anyways, yoga time is changed! Well, actually I am getting used to waking up at 4.55 a.m. from Monday to Friday, though sometimes I fret.

I'm having cough now and it's so annoying! It's hard for me to concentrate on whatever I'm doing - in class, in the computer lab, library, room, etc. etc. I hope whatever that tickles my throat will go away soon. It better go away coz I'll be singing on Friday nite and on Saturday!

Nothing new about me here in Mission College. The coping with the many assignments is going on pretty well. I forget most of the due dates, but I'm still getting myself organized. Oh wait, I forgot, there is something new. The ex wants to get back with me. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think, I just want to go through this semester. What do you think I should do? Suggestions, advice, etc. - I need some of those.

I have a test at 2 p.m. and I haven't really read my notes yet. Survey of British Literature. That class is...uhm, I better not write anything here. Just in case. I don't know whether I'll pass this exam or not, but I have a feeling that I will not pass. If Shimona says that Bio will proabably pull her GPA down, for me, this class will probably pull my GPA down. Not that my GPA is high, it's just enough to keep me going. The course itself is interesting (except for the readings, lots and lots of them, but that's what you get in literature classes, right?) but for me, the problem is the teacher.

Enough said.