what do you do when you feel so stressed out, not because of studies, but because of friends??man, it is really torturing...trying to wear a mask on the outside but it's eating me slowly inside...i don't know until when i can stand this situation...sometimes i just wish that my parents were here, or my ex was here, or my cousin was here to just sit down and talk with me...i just hate this feeling inside me. why does this need to happen to me! i feel like hell...i want to go back to Sabah right now! can't stand it anymore...not a good start, and this will forever influence the next two years i am here....haihh!!better be in solace after this...go somewhere and never come back...ok..ok..i know this is reality, but sometimes, the situation is just too much for one to bear...of course, it hasn't reach the climax yet, but if it does one day, im afraid what will happen...anything can happen to stressed people...i have good friends here, and im thankful for that, but it's all not the same anymore!!when will things go back to NORMAL??!!changing from time to time...haih!!before i blurt out everything here, i better stop...now.
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seriously, 2005 is not a good start for any of us. im not sure what i'll do when im stress (though i wish i could just teriak sepuas hati, or throw eggs at walls --[curi idea from tina]). im sorry, i wish i could be a better friend to help you...aiyah i think all of us need a break from MC itself!
ps-go to loststarr.blogspot.com. uploaded our pics there (managed to stay up and get pics from fel).
(kau tau, pukul 3:17 suda nie!!!)
fie fie....wah!!! Ju!!! None of us are having a great time this year. It seems that everything that was once said has now all forgotten already. Argh!! Really feel like screaming, as what my sis said. Bah Ju, i think my credit has gone over 100 now. What am i suppose to do? What are we suppose to do?? Girl, we really need to go get a drink! =p
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